ASSOCIATES (vol. 4, no. 1, July 1997) - associates.ucr.edu
*LIBRARY LIFE: A COLUMN OF ECELCTIC RANTINGS* by Katie Buller Memorial Library University of Wisconsin - Madison kbuller@macc.wisc.edu I'm such a goody-two-sandals. A few years ago, during the initial stages of the internet explosion, I perceived a topical void (not to be confused with a topical ointment) in a particular area, so I started a listserv to fill that need. The subject of the listserv is not important, because I feel no matter what the topic, the end result would be the same : 95 percent of the subscribers are sane, while the remainder seem to be on a different planet. Those of you who are listowners might be scratching your heads and thinking "she's just figuring this out NOW?" Actually, I figured it out right away. Let me give you an example: Listowner A has set up the guidelines for using the list, which include the phrase "no foul language". Subscriber B sees these seemingly innocent words and posts a message containing six of the seven words George Carlin describes. He only misses one word because he couldn't get it to rhyme with "scurrilous". Listowner A warns subscriber B that if he does this again he will be barred from the list. Subscriber B responds predictably with a cry of "censorship", failing to explain how the use of these six words on a public list contributes to intelligent thought. Listowner A states that if he can't express himself adequately without the use of these six words, then perhaps he should take a few remedial courses in English composition. Subscriber B writes back to her, using the seventh word very succinctly and directs it personally toward listowner A. Listowner A bans subscriber B from the list. Subscriber B now decides he cannot live without the list and begs to be unbanned, promising to clean up his language. Listowner A, being just an old softie, reinstates subscriber B. Subscriber B instantly posts another message with all seven words. Listowner A bans subscriber B again, this time for good, and is now doomed to receive nasty notes accusing her of censorship for the next several weeks before subscriber B sinks back into the morass he came from. This is normal for this particular list. It is political in nature and I have learned to accept the fact that if all subscribers are happy, then someone will decide that they need stirring up. On my list, many of the subscribers have learned how to flame without actually flaming, cuss without actually cussing. Some of them seem to get their jollies by seeing just how far they can go before I'll step in and slap them up. The creativity of these individuals is astounding. Some have even reached a pinnacle of vitriolic expression that might be equalled only by the old masters. As a result, I have to scan each post for disguised flameage ("your perception of the situation is tainted by the fact that you seem to be most closely related to the posterior end of an equine quadruped."). When I remind the list that this is still flaming, I usually get a lot of whining from the flamers and several offlist "attagirls" from people who never seem to be able to agree with me publicly. Then there is the matter of staying on-topic. The list topic is broad in nature, so I am quite lenient when it comes to sticking with the subject, but occasionally even I can't see the connection between the discussion and the list topic. In other words, what does Karl Marx's toilet habits have to do with the world labor market and unions? When I ask, someone always seems to be able to make a dubious connection however ("If Marx had not flushed twice, the Sewer Union movement would have been destroyed!") . But I am not above reminding the list to make the relevance of the list discussion more obvious for the apparently ignorant listowner, who had no clue that Marx flushed twice. After a year or so of my activity with this list, which could be compared to dancing on a bed of nails, the opportunity to host yet another list already in operation came along. In contrast to my first list, this particular list seemed innocent enough--discussion of pet birds. Full of happy people, happy little birds and sugary sunshine, right? I took on the list--small in comparison to my other list--and proceeded to introduce myself as the new listowner and all received me warmly. Until the first flame war. Yes..happy happy people with their happy happy birdies have flame wars that would put my first list to shame. As a result, I stepped in with my usual "behave or else" attitude. The subscribers went into shock--I was actually trying to CONTROL the list? Accusations began to fly--if I expressed an opinion would it be as listowner or a list participant? If it was as the listowner, then if someone disagreed with me, would I ban them from the list? And what happened to the old listowner---after all he still OWNED the list, right? Of course some thought that because the old listowner was still around (he was the listserv guru) it meant they could just ignore me as some old biddy crackpot who only had the power to unsub and ban them from the list forever. They felt that if I got out of line they could just go run to the old listowner who would naturally put me in my place. Naturally, this isn't true, but no amount of reassurance would placate these people. Even now, a year later, I feel the tension from certain folks and when I post a participatory message, they ignore me completely. If I post a listowner message, I might get a cold "thank you" but that's about it. Still I keep on slogging through the hundreds of bounced messages that come in weekly, weeding the subscriber lists of invalid addresses, posting netiquette guidelines or warnings and occasionally even contributing to the conversation. But somewhere out there, yet another one is sure that I am intending to censor the universe if I can, trodding the Bill of Rights underfoot as I go, a regular despot with sinister designs on destroying that person's freedom of expression. When that person tests me, I'll again feel like the old gunfighter facing down the raw ambitious youth, but will emerge triumphant when the list remains intact, on-topic and all is right with the world! Until next time...